Another good day.
What I have realised today (and people probably realise this much sooner than me) is that:
Number one: I don’t have to do things I don’t want to do – Don’t feel like going to piano lessons today, then don’t. I paid for the lessons, I’m not hurting anyone by not turning up, if I don’t want to do something I don’t have to.
Number two – Sometimes I like doing things that other don’t think I should be doing – For example, my hubby LOVES laying in the backyard relaxing on a nice day, admittedly I do to, but sometimes I don’t want to, sometimes I want to potter and get stuff done, I want to pop into town, have coffee with people etc etc not just lay in the back garden, but he sees me pottering and says ‘stop doing stuff and just relax’, but sometimes I don’t want to relax I want to potter, he makes me feel like I should be doing what he thinks I should be doing not what I’m happy doing.
So from now on I’m going to do what I want to do, or not do what I don’t want to do.
A very rambling post – but it make sense in my head.